Refinement

I dont know where to begin. It seems like everything happened all at once.

Well, it did.

I have some news to tell you Tumblr, but I have to wait till tuesday, just to be safe.
I never imagined this for myself. Not now. But I’m not complaining. I’m blessed. I’m loved.

My job is going well. Its been such a pain getting up at 5:30am everday. By the time my day is over, I’m the biggest grump.
My classes are going well, too. Surprisingly I have good grades in both my Biology lecture, and Lab. Shocking right? I’m truly enjoying my campus though. Its been my escape from being a grown-up. Its funny, I’ve always wanted to be older, but now that I’m attaining that, I dont want it anymore. At least not yet. I love my friends though. I love that they pursue me, just as much as I pursue them. Thats when you know someones a genuine friend.

Two steps back, one step forward.

I went to a wedding the beginning of this month. The worst idea ever. Thank goodness Matthew came with me. Or I would have been screwed. But now that that is over, I can move on with my life. 

I’ve learned my lesson. You were never a friend.

I went to a concert this week!

STEEL TRAIN! Oh my goodness, it was such a blast. I went with the bubbly Nicole. It was actually at the Clubhouse where I saw Copeland. That place brought so many memories up for me. Good ones. Ones that I treasure dearly. I dont regret any of that. That time in my life, I loved. And will always love. Because now that I’m older and have been exposed to more things. I see that what I had 3-4 years ago was pure and it was genuine. It was simple and it was young love. That, I will never regret. Because there was no back stabbing, no anger, no bitterness, no hate. No distrust.

January 23rd, this past Sunday was a closing of a long season. And a fresh start to a whole new season. I dont know that I fully grasp what this all means. But I know its good. 

Because, Gods on my side.