December 2011
2 posts
drained
Loving someone is one of the most riskiest thing you can do in life. I am terrified. I feel like there is no solid ground. Like it doesnt exist right now.
My true concern is that what if he & I get so busy that we neglect our marriage. Matt and I chose to pick up and move to a place where we know not one person. Matt is going to start a new job and I am going to work from home and plan a...
SO
I had a big meltdown this morning.. Work. School. Wedding. Money. Time. Energy. Everything. I feel like all my hard work is going nowhere. SO. I cried and cried after Matthew left. And cried. I’m not really feeling any better. But at least I stopped crying.